Ready or Not (Keeping Vigil for Easter)

Our time does not define God’s time.

My friend spent Easter Vigil in a hospital emergency room everal years ago.

Some Christian communities hold a vigil for Easter after nightfall on Holy Saturday. The service begins with a fire outdoors and a procession into a church sanctuary devoid of light. The service celebrates the resurrection of Jesus by igniting light in the darkness.

My friend insisted that even in that emergency room, resurrection arrived. Human time and timing do not determine God’s time, she said. Resurrection comes.

ready or not

“come out
come out
wherever you are”

they hid among the gravestones
she and her friends
whispers
hushed up giggles
hiding
from one seeking

“come out
come out
wherever you are”

tulips and daffodils
buried
among winter tree roots
hiding
from spring sun seeking

“come out
come out
wherever you are”

they found themselves
in the emergency room
during easter vigil
among starch-weary scrubs
hallways crammed with
wails
sobs
hushed up corner conversations
no place to hide

and yet

resurrection

seeking

“ready or not
here i come”

Remembering my friend and colleague, Gail R. O’Day.

unburied alleluias

Even when evil does its strongest work to silence faith, Christian communities are often resilient and prophetic in their commitments to rise up singing. . .

God’s Acre at Old Salem, photo by Sheila Hunter.

Some Christian communities “bury the alleluia” on the last Sunday before Lent or on Ash Wednesday. The tradition originated in the 5th Century when Western churches began to omit the singing and speaking of “alleluia” during Lenten liturgies. Today, some churches still bid farewell to or physically hide or bury the alleluia during Lent and resurrect it during the Easter Vigil to announce with singing the joyous news that Jesus is alive.

Three historically black churches in southern Louisiana and Notre-Dame de Paris were destroyed or damaged by fires during this year’s Christian liturgical season of Lent. This weekend, many churches across the world will observe an Easter Vigil to conclude Lent, carrying the vigil flame into darkened sanctuaries. The violent and tragic church fires are the context for this year’s Easter Vigil fires. The prophetic message? Even when evil does its strongest work to silence faith, Christian communities are often resilient and prophetic in their commitments to rise up singing as they keep watch through Easter Eve for the morning sun to rise yet again.

unburied alleluias

a weary sister walks among the ruins
sweeping cold ashes into a dustbin
for next year’s lenten initiation she says
bending again over the priceless residue

        “remember that you are dust         
and to dust you shall return”

the preacher said just 40 days ago while pressing
ashy imprints of mortality on furrowed foreheads

nobody saw it coming—
unholy tongues of fire stripping altars bare

out of sync with high holy lenten processions
where expectant worshipers catch sparks 
from an easter vigil flame and carry them 
into silent holy saturday sanctuaries

she puts a hand on her tired back and
when she lifts her face toward the pinking sky
a wayward bit of wind stirs the gathered ashes

and even with all other words
smothered by smoke and tears
she tastes alleluia on her dry lips