Mama Sang Tenor

And when we faltered, as we often did. . .

A poem to begin National Poetry Writing Month. We need poetry in these days of uncertainty. We need music too, and this playful poem celebrates the music my mama instilled in my life.

I was the first-pew alto
in the grown up choir at the
growing up age of seven.
I could read some music
and Grandma could too but the
other singers only sang soprano.

Mama led us from the organ,
silver slippers on her feet, and a
ring bedecked with rubies on her hand.
“Watch me. Count it out. Give me
everything you’ve got.” But even that,
on many Sundays, was really not a lot.

The mockingbird disrupts my thoughts
as I recall those days gone by. “Watch me,”
she cries and flaps her wings.
“Go on and get away.
I’m a mama and I’ve got babies
in your backyard holly tree.”

They say she can sing an orchestra.
She’s a fearless symphony,
like Mama, I think, with our Sunday choir,
she swoops in with all her heart.
And when we faltered as we often did,
mama sang every part.

A Lenten Poem for Uncertain Days

Keep your eyes on the sparrows.

Perhaps now is our time as a human community to do what we have not done in Gospel spirit and truth across our collective history. Perhaps now is the time to learn to care for each and every person and in particular for those who have been and are most vulnerable. Perhaps now is the time to keep our eyes on the sparrows and from that vantage point wrestle with the complex moral questions that are arising out of the mist with each new pandemic-plagued day.

With Our Eyes on the Sparrows

keep your eye on the sparrow
she says as she watches my face

sparrows? 

burrowed into church eaves
nesting in the backyard camellia bush

fence picket perchers fussing in
damp dirt behind a too-full raincatcher

no stand-out solo serenades or fiery
flashes like cardinals in springtime

no soaring hawk-winged shadow puppets
sickling dew-drenched summer grass

a copper coin for a pair of sparrows
jesus said as he watched their faces

sparrows?

the creating-one knows every wing-beat
fashions and fastens every feather

delights in each hair on each head
relishes every strand silvered by winter suns

so i watched today as a plucky sparrow
sat on the deck rail and watched me

i imagined being able to fly away—
to escape sorrows gone viral

she nods a gentle blessing
i think i’ll keep my eyes on you